Consistency isn’t working for me

Consistency is just another form of perfectionism. I have been trying to change my habits and the way I’m doing it is just not working. It’s supposed to be fun, enjoyable. I’m trying too hard. It’s not.

I have forgotten joy and fun and silliness.

Today I ate breakfast at 7pm. I slept all day. My body, mind and soul is having a rest. I am no longer going to try too hard at anything. I am bringing back silliness, fun and joy. Rules are out the door. Purpose, productivity and reason can just fire truck off. I’m done with it. Time for a reset.

I may teach myself to dance to Master KG’s Jerusalema Nomcebo’s voice is so beautiful. Love this song. Check out the dance challenge.

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13 thoughts on “Consistency isn’t working for me

    • It is a form of perfectionism though isn’t it? Or am I looking at it wrong?
      Me too for years. Only discovered the perfectionism angle lately.
      Learning again and again to be kind to myself 😁
      Went to look at the sea today and a short walk. The weather was just right❤️

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      • I consider it an anxiety fear response.
        If I do it right, perfectly, etc then things will go my way and I will not be noticed or criticized.

        If not…things might fall apart.

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      • I have never thought of it this way.

        That makes me wonder about whether I am doing something for myself or for how it looks to others. I’d like to think I am doing it for myself. A lot of times I can’t be bothered to do it for me. Hmmm.

        More self care needed.

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